Outer Planetary Perspectives and Space Noises

For a full day after my last psychotherapy visit, I was very anxious and upset. Counselor and I talked about "Dr" and that stirred up the huge cauldron of emotions that I have left tied to him. I have come away from that therapy/client relationship with my Dear "Dr" with many unresolved expressions, feelings, emotions, thoughts, etc etc... Time has been good to me as far as distancing the heartbreak of our parting. But to stir it up, investigate it, study it like counselor and I did, brought so much of it back to me.

It has been a year more or less that I became aware, on those heavy levels that I was soon to be without him "Dr". The particular placement of the planet at this time of year does something to stir up my feeling towards him in that way too I see. The particular placement of the planet this time of year...that effect is very worthy of reflection. Places on Earthly planes of perspective are recollective of instances gone by, so it only serves to reason that the orbit of the earth, the specific places in its oblique circle, stir up memories and images much the same way...aaah "Dr"...I reflect upon you so much, you have to be a satellite of mine...